Sing Me A Lullaby

I've talked a lot about music and how it affects people's lives. Some people don't realize how important music is to someone. I love it, there's not a day that goes by that I'm not listening to music. Since I'm a music junkie, it was very hard to narrow down all the songs to find my all time favorite. I've settled with two songs that were a close tie. Besides Rock, my favorite type of music is 80's love songs. With that, my first favorite song is Heaven Is A Place On Earth by Belinda Carlisle. That song has such a great message. The world would be a much better place if it was exactly like Heaven. One of my favorite lines from the song is "Baby I was afraid before but I'm not afraid anymore." Over the past couple of years I've had things happen that made me bitter and angry with the world.



Because of that, I was scared of doing social things with people. Going out in public or being in a small space with a lot of people and the exits hard to get to would give me anxiety. That wasn't the way I wanted to live my life, I didn't want to live it in fear. I told myself what happened happened, nothing I can do about it. I could let it beat me or overcome it. Your past shapes you into the type of person you are today. I've become a stronger and better person and I'm not afraid anymore.

In Heaven love comes first so we'll make Heaven a place on Earth. My second favorite song, I've mentioned on here before is My Chemical Romance's Famous Last Words. No one is a mind reader, they won't know how you're feeling if you don't tell them. For the longest time I have been hurting inside but no one knew. I put up a smiley, happy front because I didn't want anymore to see that side of me. Even though I'm smiling on the outside I was in pain on the inside. When I tried to explain how I was feeling no one got it cause all they could see is this "smiley happy" girl. The verse in the song "Is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?" fit perfectly in that situation. Also, "I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone." verse hits close to home.



There is one thing I have always took pride in myself was the fact that I was never suicidal. I thought, what was the point of that. I have goals and dreams I wanted to accomplish in my life but you can't do that if you're dead. If no one wants to back me up with the things I want to do and they won't support me, I will do it myself. I will walk this world alone cause I know what I want in life and I'm not afraid to go after it. You see, we all have favorite songs for different reasons. There's just that one song that hits us the hardest and makes the most impact in our lives. I want to know what every one's favorite song is that inspires you the most.


Heaven Is A Place On Earth - Belinda Carlisle




Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance